oh how sad and tiny these inconsequential footprints are.
yet, they can surely ruin your day.

Prop 8 was passed.

im really sad today.
last night we got in this huge fight.
but what makes me sad was that he was completely right,
im just some big inconsiderate jerkface.
i didnt realize it until it was after the fact, too, so there was nothing i could do to undo it.
:(

and my parents have been bitching at me all year to get a job,
and now that i finally got one, there bitching at me again because they need me to babysit mary.
and there telling me how inconsiderate i am, and how i don't care about the family and im causing all of these problems.

:(

i want to go away.
i just want to be happy, and i want everyone i love to be happy too.

it just seems like i am this big problem starter,
and that things would probably be better off without me there to mess everything up.

i can never figure anything out on this damn website.
>:/

hahahaa
well today im suppose to be going to the gym with ivana
i have to mow the lawn first though.
but im going to see if i can sneak out without doing it.

ive in all honesty realized that mowing the lawn is the most
miserable and tourcherous thing my parents make me do.
cause first of all the lawn mower weighs more than me.
second because our lawn is fucking huge.

i just really hate it.

who knows.

man im stuck doing this damn project,
im so behind.

disney

just got back from the disneyland trip with the band.
it was so much fun.
but of course thats a given because you wouldnt expect someone to get back from disneyland and say they had a horrible time,

thats just doesnt happen.
but it was more fun than ive had in awhile.
alittle drama, but thats expected too.

and ive also decided that couples that go to disneyland together are the cutest fucking people ever,